Bidston Windmill, Wirral

Moonlight Sonata at Midnight

 

Let slugs slither into my parlour,

let siders watch me from cracks

as I play the moonlight.

 

I sooth my ghosts with this melody,

hear them shift under floorboards

where woodlice creep in time.

 

The rhythm of sorrow in C sharp minor, gentle piano

slowing its breath,

 

Beethoven's masterpiece.

 

And my audience stand supportive

in gilded frames, those ancestors

in war uniforms.

 

 

 

 

 

Corporate Shark

 

Dorsal fin breaks the surface of profit

now we must swim for our livelihoods

or play dead in the water.

 

Those jaws are razored, eyes 

black as the freezing depths

 

and we are all fresh meat,

arms, legs do not matter to him,

he shreds from bone each day, leaves victims

spluttering in pools of red.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hidden Picture

(The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde, 1891)

 

I was painted once.

I wasn't sure about the face; it seemed too long.

He got parts of me right

though the smile was a cheat

rushed for effect.

 

My portrait had Wilde's curse.

 

After dark I'd strip from my canvas

roam underworld of flesh toned oils;

every sin brushed in vodka.

 

Horrors cracked the surface, soul wept

warning through. I was superficial, supernatural

stinking of maggots, 

 

stumbling on rats.

 

I chose not to see an artwork

of disease and low self-esteem, instead

admired the gilded frame around it.

 

 

 

 

Invasion of the Puppet People

 

They have plastic faces.

I see nothing in their eyes,

feel something dark shift above them, out of sight

 

so I smile and do as they say, for now.

They control parts of me not all of me;

I allow strings at my hands and feet

 

but not my soul.

 

And they try to steal my guts,

to hollow me, then stuff me full of fear

so I won't dare reach for scissors

that could snip, snip, snip at their hierarchy.

 

 

 

 

 

 

An Ornament of Me

 

I can stay still, hold breath

for days. Inside my silence

is porcelain calm

 

smooth and ceramic.

 

I don't need to blink eyes

or excercise vocal chords

as there is no face painted on me.

 

I learned to cope with bookcase and lamp,

and four walls. 

 

In daylight my figure sparkles; at night

I' m deformed into shadow

of human size.

 

I can have ghost effect.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Man in the Bottle

 

He looks tiny inside there

pressing hands against glass,

mouthing words that we cannot hear.

 

He is no genie, he cannot grant three wishes

as I think he drank the lot, a routine binge that blocks out life;

and he curls up inside false happiness

with distorted reflections.

 

Cheap to buy, easy to drink; so easy to fall asleep,

let the sickness pass

and start all over again next day.

 

He is a long way down.

 

He needs a lengthy rope to haul himself out, boots

with a grip on this sobering world.

 

He must let go of friends who attempt to pull him back

and break his spine

in this alcohol soaked chasm.

 

 

 

Bereaved?

 

You did not die

 

still, I saw a headstone

with our dates.

 

There was no coffin

and I walked with pallbearers.

 

There was no memorial service

yet I had to wear black, to mourn

among relatives.

 

It was final.

 

You left in your own funeral car,

didn't need to hear prayers.

 

 

 

Universal Kong

 

Here is the beast that climbed Empire State

in black and white

 

still rampaging through eras in stop-motion

fooling us with his Hollywood roar.

 

He snatches pretend planes out of the sky,

can throw people from windows

if director wishes it.

 

His influence is classic,

eighth wonder of the world to those

who rely on special effects

or actors faking to camera.

 

Shackles will not hold

 

they're just film props to reassure crowd

while he's shipped over seas

from celluloid to digital.

 

 

 

Assassinating Hollywood

 

You should see what lies behind that Hollywood sign;

real werewolves, real Frankenstein monsters.

 

Faces of celluloid

cast from a couch, sacrificed for studio dollar.

And they queue around the block

to be the next big name,

 

acting like sweethearts

 

in films that are predictable

yet charming.

 

A profession of scenes and sequences,

director's cuts, clever lighting

to fool audiences. Cheap tricks

go straight to box office,

 

and their Beverley Hills address helps them forget

they sold their ass in executive's office.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Video Nasty

 

A horror disease punched through

our living room walls, left bloody handprints

everywhere.

 

It grabbed me by the throat

while under age.

 

I shouldn't have been watching

zombie flesh eaters banned from shelves;

 

mind thrilled with VHS, it downloaded

my worst fears,

and I could rewind those tapes, 

stop, pause

watch them over and over

until I was infected

 

dripping from the mouth.

 

 

 

Flesh Metal

- after works of H.R. Giger

 

His gallery is an orgy of flesh and mutant devils.

I can feel evil, a seduction

of black matter flowing through veins.

 

An airbrushed Necronomican

with dark palette, a boneship of thoughts

with oral rape.

 

In this galaxy machines fuck pale humans;

there are birth machine babies

and metal wombs. Gadgetry

meets blood vessel -

the Biomechanoid arm injects itself in the leg.

 

Other masterpieces are lonely shafts:

 

iron and steel rivet intergalactic technologies,

spaced-out gargoyles experiment

on each human orifice; and his famous aliens 

have cocks in their mouths.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Old School

 

The four o'clock stampede bulled corridors,

kicking feet, shoving Adidas bags, noise

crushed teachers' influence. 

 

Educated the cheap way 

 

our generation left graffiti on desks;

some boys smashed free from classroom prisons

that held ghosts of trigonometry.

They stood proud outside headmaster's office.

 

Windows had crooked blinds, text books

were dust on a struggling curriculum,

and our faces erupted with zits.

 

Some of us did well.

Some of us needed thwack of cane

in place of absent fathers, sting

would last longer than any detention.

 

 

 

 

Ventriloquist

 

Fingers worm up inside hollow heads

feel for control,

and he never moves his lips

instead throws voice around crowds.

 

His dummies won't speak for themselves

they're just cloth and plastic

with rolling eyes, creaking necks,

easily operated by the master

who craves heat of showbiz bulbs.

 

He puts words in their mouths.

 

A dressing room of eerie faces, 

a shelf full of midget bodies cast for a sociopath - 

they're not much company.

 

It's all a performance,

he checks the smile works, the legs dangle

so they cannot ruin his act.

 

 

 

 

 

Barn Owl

 

A spectre watches

through eyes of graveyard black, silent

inside tree hollow.

 

Feathers flick ectoplasm

as he glides in to snatch

rodent body.

 

At ground level 

he's an angel of death

illuminating muck and grass

with the supernatural.

 

 

 

 

Night Faces

                              like neon in blackness,

distorted, snorting through banknotes,

knocking back whisky.

 

They're superhuman

without hours or minutes, existing

for synthetic love.

 

Hearts thump with clubland bass;

dimensions morph and throb

Inside each head, it's easy ecstasy

 

line after line, shot after shot. 

 

 

 

 

Sharp

 

Did I murder your trust in love?

Did I lose control with my stabbing blade tongue?

Was it a violence you had only witnessed

in Martin Scorsese films?

 

Did I drink too much?

Did you judge too much?

 

Did you wrap the evidence up in your mind forever

and store it under 'hooligan'?

 

 

 

 

 

Urban Warlock

 

Emotion shocks through him.

He can surge to lamplight

and television screens, 

 

cause a computer virus with just one stare.

 

He is flesh and blood voltage,

a supernaural frequency

backed up from trauma

with static sparks in his hair,

disconnect in his eyes.

 

It's not his fault,

 

anxiety charges the busy battery mind

that can blow trip switches

if provoked.

 

 

 

 

My Personal Space

 

I live for my personal space.

I'm overjoyed in my personal space.

 

I don't need email interrupting me,

messages building up 

or other people's opinions in my personal space.

 

I don't need Google feeding me agendas,

or adverts in my Tetris.

 

I don't need advice from an algorithm 

that's collected my DNA through every purchase

I've made.

 

I can live without a screen?

 

I don't need a thousand egos

with my morning tea;

I don't need to be pestered 

about super fast fibre optic Broadband

every week.

 

It's personal

 

so leave my beautiful space alone.

Please.

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Nome King

 

Land of dancing scarecrows should have stayed secret,

now the girl from Kansas lies in cold asylum

strapped down for shock therapy.

 

Reality is insomnia and farm work

not a magic key sent on a shooting star.

 

No more rainbows, the memory is derelict,

a scattered mess of yellow brick and weeds;

everyone turned to stone

and the tick-tock of mechanical morals has stopped,

needs rewinding.

 

Spies watch from each piece of rock, minions

of the king; he took back his emeralds

so there's no currency of colour, no joy.

 

He swallowed up all little people, turned them

into posh ornaments for his palace

and now there is no one left who remembers Oz.

 

It's an old dream.

 

Only hope is Jack Pumpkinhead, a talking chicken,

and a fading imagination.